Immersive First-Person Narration Voice

[😔#Sadness:5;Calm:2] I am Qi Tongwei. [😟#Sadness:4;Anger:3] Once, I too was full of integrity, wanting to carve out an honest and upright path with my own abilities. [😠#Anger:5;Surprise:2] But reality told me that without connections or backing, you don't even get a chance to compete. [😭#Sadness:7] That one kneel shattered my dignity and woke me up—this world has never been fair. So I desperately climbed upward, using every means, seizing every opportunity I could grasp. [😒#Anger:3;Depression:4] Some say I lost my original aspiration, that I became the person I once despised most. [😓#Sadness:5;Fear:2] But who knows that the high-spirited young man on the sports field was shot dead by reality, one bullet at a time. [🤔#Calm:3;Sadness:4] I married a woman I didn't love, shouted slogans against my will, did things beyond my control. [😟#Fear:5;Sadness:2] Every step was like walking on thin ice, every step stained with mud. [😩#Depression:4;Anger:3] How could I not want to live clean and pure? [😮#Surprise:4;Anger:3] But when I discovered the rules were custom-made for certain people, I had no choice but to become one who makes the rules. [😌#Calm:4;Sadness:3] Teacher, you taught me all my skills and told me to serve the people. [😖#Anger:5;Sadness:2] But I can't serve the people; I can only serve power first. [😥#Depression:6;Fear:1] Having come this far, I can never turn back. [🤨#Surprise:3;Calm:4] If I could do it over, would I kneel again? [😪#Sadness:7] Yes. Because without kneeling, I wouldn't even have the qualification to kneel. [😔#Depression:5;Sadness:2] This is the story of Qi Tongwei—a man who traded dignity for advancement, and in the end lost both dignity and future. [😟#Sadness:4;Anger:3] I won the whole world, but lost myself. [😢#Sadness:6;Joy:-1] If heaven gave me another chance, how I wish to return to Handong University, to be that young man running on the sports field, to love someone purely and cleanly, to live honorably just once.